geez... apparently i made this blog just for her to see.... and it seems like stuff had leaked out to others.... especially those who knew abt it.... watever it is.... i guess so i am gonna change my blog url... but this time who will know who is gonna find out abt it.... and she is officially angry with me i guess.... watever it is... God had always do this kind of stuff to me.... give me something... let me have a taste of its sweetness and then take it away when i am most in love with it.... i hope this wont happen again.... but after all... when think abt it... always its me... ITs ME...
another dark memory