life continues...
Friday, July 14, 2006
Previous blog was a little about me and my past.... at the age of 14 i was sent overseas to study... ever since then i changed...my life changed... for the better i hope... i tried amending my ways..controlled my temper...
well i started this blog for a very special someone... a person tat changed my life for the past 2 weeks... i just couldnt stop thinking of her.... we meet up almost everyday... i fell for her..yet again my time is up... time for me to go back...back to my studies and leaving her for 5months... sometimes God is cruel to me...yet why he leave with me this gal?
irony of life? this very gal tat made me sacrifice my everything for... yet i have no way to stay and be with her... is tat fair? noone knows wat will happen 5months later... she might be attached by then? she may not be feeling the same way for me 5months later...another painful incident... somtimes i just feel like breaking down and cry it out... but tat day when i almost did..she was there... she comforted me and i didnt wish her to see me sad... all i hope for is tat god would keep this very special gal just for me... and let her not be taken away from me just like other things which have left me....
Another DarK MeMoRy
it's 3:21 PM now