haiz.. today is my last day... my time is up for me to go.... i have no choice.. tho i the urge to run away.... i have no other alternatives.... i will still get my chance on writing this blog... i hope... i fear stuff and its charging right at me... i have no other way... why does God love to make fun of me? is it so tat he wans to see my true feelings? is it so tat he wans to see me leaving with a shattered heart? or is it so tat he have placed the girl just for me,the very most person i love... at this time at this situation to test if i am ready for my true love? after all... all i can do now is pray tat this gal wont leave me half year down the road... and if maybe half year down this road we will still be together...i will then put her name on this blog...

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